Blackout

It's been 1 hr liao & my hm is still pitch black!!!!!!!!!!

Heard tt this blackout has affected 13 plus plus areas you know? Was your place affected? Anyway, quite interesting in a way that it gives us the feeling during the Kampong days when our parents didnt have electricity in the night. Come to think of it, the scary bit would be that the streets would be very unsafe right? Quite scary ah, come to think of it.

Hee...Nana was your area affected. Now it's 2325hr & my area is still pitch black...

Idea man!

Saturday noon: Went to Marine Parade CC with Ade to help her with math.

During that time, her friend called to ask if she wanted to join them for BBQ in the evening, she agreed then we went to East Coast to BBQ.
They really have a way to BBQ man! Since they didn't book any pit, all they needed to start the fire is juz a portable aluminium container to start the BBQing.
Amazing rite? Idea man! I really enjoyed myself in that miniature BBQ pit...small yet satisfying :)

Hey gals, maybe we shld try it 1 day k?

Cry

After yesterday's night cry, I feel much better now - you know wat? I actually feel like the load that I've always been carrying is off my back, but it's more of pouring my heart out. Haiz! When was the last time I did tt? Dunno....a very very long time ago.

However sad I feel, it really feels so gd to be able to cry it out. Thankz for being there 'you-know-who-you-are' & I really appreciate it. I will find the time to talk things out but I'm really scared, really really afraid :(

Oh yah! This is to Nana: If you read this in time, I'll keep my Sat evening free to go watch Cec's movie - count me in yah?

Great Idea yah?!?!?!

Haha...came back frm the Linkin' Park concert which I didn't pay for.
?????????? Nt becoz someone treated me to the concert but coz I was near the Padang area to hear them rock on...but I didn't stay 4 long lah....left after the 5th or 6th song, can't remember...My uncle brought us there, den we left for Haagen Daz (yummy yummy) Great idea yah??? Haha...

Fatigue

Went 4 bball training today, but I was so tired, so restless, so moody...
Of course this affected my playing & thus made me more pek chek...so Shufen to go for a sprint round the park till I'm tired - well...I went 4 it.
You know wat? It made me much better :)

Oh yah! During the 3-on-3 play tt we had as part of our training, I was hit in the eye by See Hwee's elbow so now I can see a bruise at the corner of my eye :( boo hoo hoo
I s this retribution or wat? I used to give my teammates bruise coz of my bones & skin, now I'm experiencing the pain. So diaoz rite? Haha....

Juz A Feeling

Will you like/love someone whom you know will nv like you?
Juz a qn tt I thought abt this Saturday noon...

Anyway...today was juz an ordinary day, didn't go out, but I cooked dinner for my family.
My spaghetti sauce didn't turn out 2 be as nice as the 1 I cooked the 1st time, but it's definitely gonna be better the next time...wanna try?
Only asked Ade out 2 Tampines in the evening......

It's really nice talking to friends...so peeps! When you nd a listening ear, I'll be there 4 you.

Will you be there 4 me when I nd you?

As Happy As A Cow!!! **Moooooooo**

Haha....finally finally finally passed my drving test...very happy!
My examiner was nice, non-intimidating man...tt's why I felt more comfortable than my 1st time...you know what? I didn't have to do parallel parking in the circuit, didn't have to do U-turn for my route - he told me tt we're taking the short-cut so I finished early. Thank you Lord!

After tt, I went out for lunch with LeEn & talked to her. You know what ger?
I'm gonna take your advice, nt to be too biased towards "him" & take a neutral stand.
Maybe he really loves her...I dunno, only GoD knows :)
I'm much happier now tt I've begun to be less harsh on stuff...

I'm a HAPPY COW...hohohohohohoho

Notting Hill

"I'm still just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her"

Quoted from Julia Roberts starring in Notting Hill

Quite Bo Chap...Quite Sweet

I went for training this morning...very fun & realyy pushed me to the limit & I've nv felt this way for a long long time since my JC days. There were 2 gals who joined training with us, they're gd (hope they stay with our grp in trainings). However, I felt faint (blood have nt been fully replenished - 72hrs nt up yet), but still I wouldn't miss the chance to train man! Thank GoD Liying was so sweet to help me get the iron pills frm my home & tt's why I survived......

After tt, we played at Serangoon North as usual & met up with LeEn at Hougang Mall later tt day. Coincidentally, Xiaozhe & Adrain were going to NTUC to get canned food for their 3-day in-field training...so I joined them since LeEn was nt there yet! Surprise surprise! They know how to shop & are quite neat in their packing...

Anyway, after tt, they left (I thought) coz LeEn have nt reached Hg Mall & I didn't want them to wait with me since they didn't wanna have lunch (I was famished man!!!). However...when I was reading my book outside Macs, Xiaozhe appeared with his cup of Lemon Lime juice tt he bought walking towards my direction. Diaoz lor! I was surprised coz I saw tt he left with Adrian...asked him why he didn't go back to rest, he juz said tt he'll accompany me till LeEn comes....Wah! He was so nice, so sweet :)

During tt short time, we talked abt bball, my moves while playing (rigid he said, predictable too), I agreed & he taught me some moves & I'm gonna try it soon man! Dun wanna waste his time teaching me. It's juz so comfortable talking with him...

Wat A Fulfiling Day :)

Went to Bedok CC today...haha...I went to watch bball match. Liying was helping her fren with the activities, Derrick was there too. Soon after, we were asked to play against the other gals team but we lost. Anyway, we couldn't stay for the whole event to end coz we had to go down to NUH...her couz's fren's dad needed A+ blood. I feel really happy coz I was able to do a lil something with my 1 pack of blood. So my frens, I urge you to go for blood donation, be a regular blood donor, in this way you guys will be able to make a huge contribution to someone's life with watever lil you give.

Yupz! Do what you can for others coz you nv know when you nd the help of others :p

Awkwardness :s

Hey hey hey! I finally gt myself a tagbaord - all thankz 2 Nana :)

Cheryl left 4 the Maldives today...& I didn't know tt Vincent was going. I know it's very mean, but if I had known, I maybe wouldn't have gone down to see her off. I feel tt maybe Cheryl didn't really nd us there to see her off (my own feelings only, dun bother, I'll get over it soon) I think I nd to talk to someone.....
You know? When I saw Terence today, he looked abit shagged & I felt awkward talking to him. It juz feels so different now...Xiao zhe!!! Wat shld I do? I know you'll tell me nt to think too much...well, den you keep me busy by teaching me bball k? Dunno if you'll read this man!

LeEn...will you be like Cheryl once you have Eric? Well...I know you won't. I know I can trust you dear, tt you wouldn't 重色轻友...did I put in the correct words? Haha!!! Tt's wat on my mind coz it seems know is the age to find your 'other half' but I hope LeEn & Eric will be a success...I'll keep you both in my prayers ;)

An enjoyable thing abt today is tt I brought Andrea & Nigel 2 Compass Pt Library 2 return & borrow books...they're really a bundle of joy. Inquisitive, noisy, nonsensical and etc...you name it, they'll be it!

In addition, I played bball with the gals after sending Cheryl off...I was like super hyper frm the high sugar content in the ice-cream tt I ate frm Swensens. Haha!!! but I didn't put on the correct shoes 4 playing today lor! 差点 sprain my ankle!?!?! Dun worry....I'm fine dearies :p

The Best Bet $$$

I went to watch 'The Best Bet' with Cheryl at Bishan Junction 8. To my surprise, the movie was better than I expected. It's a very Hokkien movie but very 'Singapore'. To those who mind Hokkien movies, pls dun go watch it.

On our way back home, I talked to Cheryl...this time I realised that I didn't tell her wat to or not to do but juz how Eileen, Rina & I felt abt her whole 'Vincent' thingy. Juz a simple "watever makes you happy, BUT dun regret the decision you make"

LeEn...you're finally back frm your trip!!! I'm so so HAPPY!!! Haha...gt someone to 陪我 these few days. Wanna go watch 'Confessions of A Teenage Drama Queen'? Tt's if you read this blog lah! LeEn....I wanna thank you for this friendship ;)

I'm not Feeling too Good

I'm having a major migraine at the moment (really bad, really really bad) having a nausea feeling but can't puke!

Anyway, the past few days have been quite okay 4 me. Terence & I are still friends (tt's what he claims in the sms) but wat the heck! I've gt over him, den I played bball with the SRJCians (relly love playing with them, it's fun yet stupid & crappy) & Jian Yu was like super high tt day. Haha...nice talking to Hsing too! Liying is as "vain" as ever coz of her Mum. I was supposed to talk to Xiao Zhe coz he said he'll listen...so nice of him rite? but in the end, he seemed busy with his friends so I didn't tell him lah! However, he remembered & msged me after we left the court. Well...I met him tt nite, talked to him & he tell me some of his stuff...he comes frm a big family too!!! He's family is like so much bigger than mine. Diaoz! Haha...it was fun talking to him, so so comfortable.

On the next day, Monday, I brought Andrea & Nigel to watch Shrek 2...& Nigel asked so many questions throughout the show but it was so funny to bring them out. After the movie, brought them back den I took a short nap before going for tuition.

As for today, I didn't go out coz of my migraine & I really really miss EiLeEn. Did I tell you? I really enjoyed talking to her on Sunday nite besides enjoying talking to Xiao Zhe too! She's a nice lady...really matured too although sometimes she complains too much. Sorry LeEn! But I dun have to wait too long coz she coming back tml...

Wat a Week!

Juz came back frm chalet today...quite a crappy place coz we had to pay for our electricity usage. Anyway, other than tt, it was still a gd place to relax.

I thought last week was a week of many happenings, but this week has many things happening too.....saw Nana's bf but she broke up with him last nite, Kenneth left for Taiwan & Cheryl cried but she became another person when Vincent came to the chalet (juz dun understand how someone's emotions swings frm 1 extreme to the other), Terence came to the chalet but we hardly talked *haiz*, & I was shocked to hear frm Cecilia tt Ian & her are having a cool-off period. Why is everyone single???

I wanna my frens to be happy with their other half, why are the guys so unsure of wat they want? Why is it tt they can change their mind abt their love for their partner juz like tt? Isn't tt too fast? Too sudden? Even with all these sad happenings, I still believe tt LoVe prevails & unfailing. LoVe AcTuallY is aLL ArOunD.

One thing tt I'm proud of myself for doing it is tt I finally told Eileen abt Terence & I, & I'm really glad tt I did tt coz Eileen was happy tt I was honest with her. It seems tt my friendship between Eileen & I is getting stronger, & I thank GoD for tt.